RM:
You stated in one of your posts that the severe depression you are talking about is "untreatable". You also stated somewhere that you get annoyed at many things quite easily. Your understanding, if I read you correctly, is that you believe that the chemical imbalance is the cause and the depression is the effect. I don't doubt that this is "now" the case, but I would disagree that it was what you might call the "first cause".
Science seems to be fairly clear that thoughts cause changes in the chemicals released in the brain, which in turn, over time cause these releases to be either lowered or increased, depending on the thoughts and the particular chemicals.
This would also agree with the bible which teaches that it is thoughts and actions that cause changes. Nothing just happens on its own.
I would respectfully submit that the reason you get upset with people in the theater, as an example, and all the other things that bother you is because you have "practiced" getting upset over a period of time, and have become proficient at it, just like becoming proficient at any task that you would practice.
If you would look at 1 corinthians 13 v 4-8, you will see some descriptions of behaviour which I think you will agree are the opposite of the things you experience. They are received by faith, which simply means that you keep them before your eyes, think about them, speak them, and practice them. Faith is not some type of magic as is so often claimed by those who don't really know what they are talking about. As you do this, the proper chemicals will begin being released, build up over time as you practice these behaviours, and you will need less of the drugs to fill in the gap.
I realize that some people may have a greater predisposition to certain problems, whether mental or physical, and you may have this particular predisposition. But, I believe that there is hope, not just with drugs, but with the changes that I have mentioned, and I think both the bible and science confirm it.
Anyway, that would be my suggestion, and I think it would be of help. I have confidence in the steps I have mentioned.
You stated in one of your posts that the severe depression you are talking about is "untreatable". You also stated somewhere that you get annoyed at many things quite easily. Your understanding, if I read you correctly, is that you believe that the chemical imbalance is the cause and the depression is the effect. I don't doubt that this is "now" the case, but I would disagree that it was what you might call the "first cause".
Science seems to be fairly clear that thoughts cause changes in the chemicals released in the brain, which in turn, over time cause these releases to be either lowered or increased, depending on the thoughts and the particular chemicals.
This would also agree with the bible which teaches that it is thoughts and actions that cause changes. Nothing just happens on its own.
I would respectfully submit that the reason you get upset with people in the theater, as an example, and all the other things that bother you is because you have "practiced" getting upset over a period of time, and have become proficient at it, just like becoming proficient at any task that you would practice.
If you would look at 1 corinthians 13 v 4-8, you will see some descriptions of behaviour which I think you will agree are the opposite of the things you experience. They are received by faith, which simply means that you keep them before your eyes, think about them, speak them, and practice them. Faith is not some type of magic as is so often claimed by those who don't really know what they are talking about. As you do this, the proper chemicals will begin being released, build up over time as you practice these behaviours, and you will need less of the drugs to fill in the gap.
I realize that some people may have a greater predisposition to certain problems, whether mental or physical, and you may have this particular predisposition. But, I believe that there is hope, not just with drugs, but with the changes that I have mentioned, and I think both the bible and science confirm it.
Anyway, that would be my suggestion, and I think it would be of help. I have confidence in the steps I have mentioned.