@Grantx. I'm glad it's working for you. Question...do you share in or attend any "in person" groups or meetings or just behind the anniminity of an Internet forum.
Unfortunately I dont attend any personal groups. Its very difficult to communicate this 'stuff' to people that are on different wavelengths. I understand the sceptical point of view because I was one my entire life. Im lucky that I have extreme points of view to measure against.
You see, I grew up in a poor, violent, alcoholic household. I never fit in anywhere...always the odd one out, and only ever had one or two close friends. I learnt to solve my problems with my fists and from those early days I carried a lot of of rage and hate for the world. I hurt a lot of people and it felt good in a perverse way.
I had become hate. It was all I knew. For someone that doesn't quite understand:
Its like carrying a bag of bricks that you can never put down.
Its like listening to rap music that can never be switched off.
Its like squinting into the sun and never quite seeing anything clearly.
So when it was my turn for life to round house bitch slap the living crap out of me, it destroyed a lot of my false mental constructs that I had been relying on for too long.
I put the bag of bricks down and felt weightless.
I switched the rap music off and heard silence.
I turned around with the sun at my back and saw beauty.
This shit is real. Abundance is real. It is amazing how much flows into your life when you open yourself to it. You have to make that choice though.