I have abundance. You have abundance. Can you see?

Cswim63 · Oct 23, 2017

Grant, you sound good. I hope you stopped scaring the dog. Thank you for sharing.

Grantx · Oct 23, 2017

Cswim63 said:
Grant, you sound good. I hope you stopped scaring the dog. Thank you for sharing.

Haha. She hides behind the couch when im shouting at my monitors

volpri · Oct 23, 2017

A bug in flower bed my wife has. What can i learn?

volpri · Oct 23, 2017

I'm in deep meditation. Nothing seems to be working. Any ideas?

Cswim63 · Oct 23, 2017

Nice picture. Who does your hair?

volpri · Oct 23, 2017

Cswim63 said:
Nice picture. Who does your hair?

I only allow a class A meditator to cut my hair.

Grantx · Oct 24, 2017

volpri said:
A bug in flower bed my wife has. What can i learn?

You should probably cut the grass?

volpri said:
I'm in deep meditation. Nothing seems to be working. Any ideas?

Too many adverts. Change the channel.

smallStops · Oct 24, 2017

Hahahaha
Cswim63 and volpri are really inspiring each other into niceties !!!
Please keep going because nothing better than a good laugh in between trading breaks.

smallStops · Oct 24, 2017

Grantx said:
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I meditate a lot but a little differently to the norm. Breathing, posture, zazen technique - none of that really works for me.

Interesting that all these techniques did not work for you : would you say you were a kind of avery "hard case" ?

Grantx said:
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You kind of have to find pleasure in all the small things ... Do you know what I mean? Its the easiest thing to do but it is hard to describe.

Did pass through this phase, without being immodest.

May I ask : are you now at a stage where you get on well with your abusers , such as your step father? and may be ( I don't know the full situation), have you "confronted" the passive enabler ?

Grantx · Oct 24, 2017

smallStops said:
Interesting that all these techniques did not work for you : would you say you were a kind of avery "hard case" ?

Lucky I guess. I learnt to shut pain and madness out early on so quieting mind doesnt require pomp and ceremony for me.

smallStops said:
May I ask : are you now at a stage where you get on well with your abusers , such as your step father? and may be ( I don't know the full situation), have you "confronted" the passive enabler

I had to google what that meant

One day he started with me. I fuckin snapped. He went to hospital. That was my first therapy session. I had a few more therapy sessions after that one