Quote from jem:
self loathing is probably what happens when you do not seek forgiveness or when you seek it but do not truly repent.
If you truly repent you are unlikely to be self loathing. You will know peace.
"The very concept of sin comes from the bible. Christianity offers to solve a problem of its own making! Would you be thankful to a person who cut you with a knife in order to sell you a bandage?"--- -Dan Barker, Losing Faith in Faith
