You should abandon your fantasies of successful trading. You have neither the intelligence or the temperament.
Those egging you on are doing so for their own selfish reasons and care not a jot for you as a person. They need the attention and you are fungible to them. Any starry eyed newbie will do.
You shouldn't place any value on their encouragement when they have no skin in the game. Go and find something you can excel at instead.
No need to take this personally - there are only so many people who are 7 feet tall and only so many people who can be successful traders. You will experience freedom in letting it go.
Ouch. What if the "freedom of letting it go" is followed by the "pain of giving up"? I'm not exactly pissing away life savings here you know. Plus doesn't the market need someone like me to provide profits for everyone else?

Listen, I respect your opinion and your right to say it, nothing wrong with that. But I firmly believe ND and Db along with some of the other traders who contribute are consistent in their profitability. You are absolutely right that at this very moment, my temperament is lacking, but what about all those inspirational sayings such as "its always darkest before the dawn", and... oh.. let me just attach some for you! I do believe this can be learned but for now I'm not doing the work necessary to work past my fears.