Hello NoahA,I agree that you need to focus on the losses to the extent that all the best traders say to keep losses small and let the winner runs. But your whole thesis on visualizing how much you want to extract is like telling a fat 40 year old woman to visualize her ideal boyfriend and then prince charming will just magically come along.
Determining how much money you want is the dumbest way to do this and shows how full of shit you really are. There is no way for the market to give you what you want. All that you can do is capture a certain amount of what the market gives.
Of course you will never show anything because you are still struggling. Maybe you're trying extra hard to "fake it till you make it" because you have run out of ideas. And I get it, most here are not making money, but your "visualization" strategy is just as bad as the scammers.
Well, you seem to know exactly how to trade already. Keep going and grinding out.