Idk where to even start. I'm looking for advice, motivation, or similar stories. For a little context, I'm 25 years old turning 26 in November, I still live at home and am being supported by my family to pursue my goals of becoming a successful trader.
I've been trading full-time since June 2018 and 2.5 years part-time before that. Last year I traded 33million dollars and ended up with $7000 in losses, $2,249 from trades and $4,213 in commissions. My average green and red days are $300-400 I managed to get up $2500 in the first two and a half weeks this year. The fourth week I took an $1800 loss one day and the week after I took another $1600 loss. Fast forward to today and I'm down -2302 for the year and only $174 away from my account being locked out due to the PDT rule. Total over the last 3.5 years I am down $17,000. Im not focused on making the money back, I know that if I just become consistent then the money will come. I'm mentally in a rut right now due to my performance over the last 3 weeks and slightly "Burnt out" from showing up every day for the last 3.5 years and making no progress monetarily.
I planned on trading till June and if I was still struggling then I would switch to part-time and start working on real estate or something. However, nothing is more attractive to me than being a trader, the money and the time freedom make this my favorite career option in life.
If you were in my shoes what would you do? Do I fund my account and switch to paper trading for a week or two to get back in the zone? Do I lower my size to 100 shares and start with my back against the wall? Do I fund my account and go on a "vacation" while the funds settle to clear my mind? Or my least favorite option do I throw in the towel early?
I've read through this thread and here's my 2c. I think your "mentor" is full of it and doesn't sound like a real mentor where you've mentioned you don't know his address so it sounds like an online type of communication only. Even a decent vendor course would have gone over with you far more than what you've mentioned over 3.5 years. If your account was close to the PDT threshold of 25k , then your 1800 & 1600 loss days are still over the recommended 2-5% daily loss limit. Btw, have you considered trading ES futures like your mentor does? As your style sounds like daytrading and trading ES futures with a discount futures broker may be easier to manage than worrying bout the PDT rules. You may also need to work on your trade management. Just because you're trading stocks, doesn't mean it should be ok to hold on to it past a reasonable stop point for a daytrading entry hoping for reversal from heat even past overnight. Anyway I suggest a partial break. Go back to part-time or at least stay in sim only for another six months and keeping a journal of how well you simmed the real trading. Can't think of anything else, so good luck.