it's a gain, but it was testicularly challenged, and thus, disappointing.
i'm trading scared- taking small profits and losses- gun shy to just let the trade unfold and trust myself. the forex near-debacle outlined in last night's blotter didn't help- i was lucky to escape that unscathed.
nonetheless, combined with last night's trading (blotter already posted), is over 10m, so i should be happy- far from it though...
in the greatest trading market in a generation, i am down $94,120 month to date. the glass 1/2 full people might note that in my 4 worst days this month, i'm down over $250m, so i should take heart in that i've overcome more than 150m of that mess. my glass (and portfolio!), however, is 1/2 empty..
blotter says +4900. POS IB is wrong, actual is + ~3400.
good weekend all...