was, frankly, just too disheartened to screen capture/post a blotter yesterday because, after the previous 102m bitch slap (as someone here appropriately called it), i submitted myself to another bitch slapping. anyway, -20m between the past 2 nights and yesterday (would have been more if not for the diminished size of my account coupled with a 22m hail mary gain in EUR.JPY).
today:
after no sleep for 36 hours, i slept thru my alarm and missed all but the last 2 hours today. stayed away from futures/stocks and traded forex again (past 2 days are really the first time i've seriously traded forex, ever). EUR.JPY and EUR.USD were my friend. still 6m below where i was 2 days ago- and that was after losing 102m. so, yeah, still pretty disheartened...
today:
after no sleep for 36 hours, i slept thru my alarm and missed all but the last 2 hours today. stayed away from futures/stocks and traded forex again (past 2 days are really the first time i've seriously traded forex, ever). EUR.JPY and EUR.USD were my friend. still 6m below where i was 2 days ago- and that was after losing 102m. so, yeah, still pretty disheartened...

