I know how you feel, I normally would not wish ill on anyone irl in such circumstances. Most if not all of us here come together when we learn one of us has a rl problem (except for when Max recently said he lost someone to covid, and you basically said, "I don't care I've got an axe to grind") And taking into account Trump's fucked up childhood, I'd be more inclined to not wish him ill.
But he has been such an unmitigated asshole I just can't do it. He has had decades to overcome that toxic upbringing, to study, to reflect, to grow, but he's just remained a useless piece of shit billionaire playboy from New York City. The taunts, the insults, the mocking of the unfortunate, the mocking of our service people, the "sarcasm" to ask our enemies for help, the "sarcasm" to invite his campaign attendees to assault protesters, and on and on. Fuck him, I'd piss on his grave. In Hell I'm going to sidekick his sternum right through his spine.
Anyway, sometime I'll tell you what I really think.