I think and this is but a guess, yet, if you could express your thoughts and questions, as if you were talking to a 7 y.o kid,Can you please put me on the right path by recommending some good resources? I’ve studied a lot of things… but it seems all of my ideas fail
- you would receive more help.
It's 20:00 in here or 8 PM and it's, ,,hard" to dive deep into what you wrote, after the ,,gym'' especially.
The true genius is in making difficult things to look simple/to present and to explain in a simple way.