Should state that I was never nor ever will be a prop trader, sounds like you are. This means I never scalped for pennies, thot a quarter was a scalp till I met prop guys. Seems like the "game " is definitely sucking you up. I seriously doubt you're a moron, just making some moron moves. Step back for a moment, maybe force yourself not to trade for week, at the rate you're going it'll save you money. Decide how you want to play the game, style, time frames, etc and write it down. People have to do this in all business', it's a normal part of business. If you can't stay away for a week maybe it's not just a biz. to you but something else. I don't know, only you do but you do have to gain control by applying some methodology and recogniszing wether you can adhere to it or not. You can't be succsessful in this biz without discipline and you know that. In the end there are only three choices. Win the game with discipline, cause that's all the game really is, or lose the game and probably a whole lot else. The third choice is when one recognizes early on that one can't control it and walks away. Best of luck to you.
