Nod,
Let me say your offer is very nice, let me say this. This winter my brother has said he is close to retire in less than a year. He has hinted maybe to do some trading with me. I have been thinking he and i could do something like a live paid chat with audio and live camera setup. I would be in Michigan and he and his wife are in Biscayne Bay, Florida.
I know him and he will not be able to do NOTHING even when retired. He is a year older than me. He had a bout with prostate cancer about a year ago and is doing fine. Believe me, that makes me be aware that i could be next. It is an awakening for sure. I never gave old age much thought before and now that it IS here i need to stay awake and face reality. I always said either i am alive when living and not afraid of anything except NOT being alive and WELL. I will never be put into a home to rot and he says the same thing. Hell!!! i never thought i would make it this old.
So what i am saying is lets see if we set up a so called "LIVE" way to communicate in real time.
Your courage will increase when you get tired and mad as hell by not pulling the trigger. keep doing what you are doing and build the confidence, it will come. I would suggest, take a live trade at least once a day. One car a trade, pick your favorite GOLDEN signal and perfect that single signal. then add another signal as you progress. Many pro traders only dance with the same person over and over and do just fine.
I have to say again about that Brooks book, many a lines in his book are in my personal toolbox. I always get a high when i read another person doing as i have done. That itself is a confidence builder for someone like you because it reinforces what you are learning. Read the book, reread it, practice some ideas you will get from it. You are just a little short in confidence........thats a hurdle you will get over. You have progressed very well. Victory is just around the corner.
When i needed a boost in my own confidence thats when i picked up on the fighter pilots and read their adventures in flat out courage to do what they did. Were they scared, sure they were, but they had a job to do. Many returned from a dogfight soaking wet, some admitted craping in flight suits, puked in the cockpit, etc, etc from fear. But they had the guts to do it all over again on the next mission. Some said fear was their greatest motivation. I myself like stress, stress can bring out the best in many of us.
Do not rush it, there is time, confidence and courage is acquired, it can not be bought, it can not be rushed.
In the mean time i will do some looking into the "LIVE" stuff.
I am not looking for a freebie live conference thingie.
Something private and personal. Then i can yell at you and you can yell back. Live calls, live trades, i always thought that would be fun and make some dough.
My bro is not a trader by the way.
Keep learning.
PS: as a kid, i always thought to be a fighter pilot had to be even more exciting than being a "cat burgler". haha