Quote from volente_00:
Because you don't want it bad enough.
Instead of wasting time on et, go get a second job at a pizza joint since you claim that is the only skill you really have, or since you like delivering, go get a newspaper route from 3 to 6 am for an extra $1000 a month income.
There are 2 kinds of people in life. Those that let things happen, and those that make things happen.
You think you are the only person that ever struggled financially in life ? I too came from a poor family. I can remember once when my parents had to pawn their wedding rings just to make ends meet. Have you ever been to a grocery store and had to help your mom count out $10 in change just so you could eat that night ? When I was 15, I worked 72 hours a week in the summer to just to help pay the bills. During high school I worked 40 hours a week. Was it easy ? No. Did I miss out on fun ? Yes. But it forced me to have to grow up at a young age and to understand that if you want something bad enough, you bust your a$$ and find a way to make it happen. So you have 2 choices, you can either stay held down by the chains that bind you and be miserable the rest of your life or you make the CHOICE to CHANGE your life forever. I've already told you how. The rest is up to you. I made my choice a long time ago, but even with everything that I have now, I will never forget where I came from .