I'm sorry, but, there is, nothing miraculous about where you are now. Miraculous is a family of Hutu's hiding a Tutsi friend of theirs, in their back yard, in a hole in the ground, risking their lives during the ethnic violence in Rwanda. That folks would risk their lives, to save a friend, is truly miraculous. What is going with you has nothing to do with miracles, listen, there are people who have lost far more than you have and have complained less. I think that is why D is all over you and your story. It almost sounds like you are setting up a long con, playing to peoples heart strings, then setting up a "Go Fund Me" or something like that.
By the way, the KGB was disbanded in 1991, so you need to update yourself.
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