I've been away for awhile. Back in November I lost about 75% of my capital during the election. Afterwards I decided to quit trading for good due to my mind feel like it was about to snap. It did and I started to develop depression. Then I lost my job in December and my depression got worse.
Then for some reason while at the peak of my depression in mid-January I started thinking about giving trading another try. There was only about $800 dollars in my trading account so I figure why not. I have much more in my saving account but since I am unemployed it's my emergency fund. Win or lose I didn't really have any expectation. Maybe just a few $50 buck profit here and there to keep me afloat. At the very least maybe just enough to pay for a meal.
That was about 3 weeks ago and now my account is at $4600 which is about a 500% profit. I'm absolutely dumbfounded. Either I was lucky or I actually had a functioning trading system. Most of my trades were winners too. I had lost a lot of money struggling as a trader before. The only things that had changed was I started focusing on high probability trades setup. My depression also made me dumb to the point where I no longer try to predict where the market might go. That helped me stop taking gambling trades that realistically only had a 50/50 chance of working.
On Monday I almost had a disaster and it finally click on me what my high probability trades are. I changed the rules and yesterday I made $800. Today I made $600. Those were the big winners, most of daily profits had been between $100-$300. I think I have a strong perspective now on how the market works. I kept thinking how it was possible my trades are working when before they didn't. I realized that the rules I had in the past didn't really work. Now I have new rules which are working.
However I'm still depressed but slowly recovering. Not taking medication. Trading still feel tough. Despite profits I still doubt myself.
Is it possible for me to make this a career? I'm starting to scale back a bit. I still have a lot more to work on to be perfect. Like taking as much profit from a trend as possible.
I'm aiming for at minimum $50 daily average profit as that pays the rent, bills, and lunch. But I want to see myself scaling up.
I went back through your past postings regarding your job.
This is just the OPINION on the internet of just someone. So take it with a pinch of salt,
take what you find may be useful and leave the rest.
You have 4600$. May be time to take your cash out and look for a broker that will
give you a significant "welcome bonus". I don't know what you trade, but shopping around
you should come across at least 3 times "welcome" bonus, up to 10 times.
That will give you a tiny account of 12 000$ minimum, and around 46 000$ if you shop well.
If you go this route, you have to start thinking that you have just one shot.
That means, being extremely careful during your trading. So decrease your risk to 0.5% per trade.
Regarding living expenses : now, is the time to swallow your pride, and ask for help from
your family and very good friends. Just tell them clearly: you lost all your money, you got fired
and you need a safe place for up to one year to get back on your feets. This will cut your expenses
to minimum. Make sure you keep a full record of what help you are receiving, as, from a "spirituality"
point of view it will be better that down the line you return amply what you have been given
when in problems.
Someone suggested that you work on your depression:
this, in my views, should be your first priority. Try any method you think can help - being careful not to fall into "sects" or "cults" that pray on weak minded people.
Ask for some help, take care of your health, trade with tiny risks/trade (0.5%) , stay focussed.
If you know how to trade, in one year time you'll be in a better place. Actually, one could consider
taking any trading profits, and then using this cash to give a go at TST : 300$ for a possible
150k account is not neglectable, if you can trade, but have had some problems.
I repeat : these are just one person's opinion.