I grew up in a Christian household and was at church every time the doors were open, which back then meant Sunday School at 9:30AM, the main worship service at 11AM, the Sunday night service at 7PM, and the Wednesday night service at 6 or 7PM. Later on that escalated to me actually teaching Sunday School in my early twenties and I also went on "Tuesday night visitation", which meant a group of us would go door-to-door to various houses in an effort to spread the Gospel. Needless to say, there's hardly anything a person can quote from the Bible that I haven't already heard a thousand times and/or taught to others.
When I turned 40, everything started collapsing in terms of all my prior beliefs. There were just too many unanswered questions and I was sick of trying to use certain Bible verses out of context to provide half-ass answers that really made no sense at all. And that's when I became a true seeker. And it was shortly thereafter that I heard the one sentence that would change me forever:
Believing is not knowing.
In other words,
just because you believe something to be true doesn't mean it's actually true.
I realized for the first time that all I had done in my life up to that point was view life based upon what I was taught to believe instead of viewing life for what it really was. After that, I looked up the definition of belief, and sure enough, it said that a belief is just something
you accept to be true. And that's exactly what I had done.
So that's when I stepped back and started looking at other religions, namely the following:
- Islam
- Hinduism
- Buddhism
- Sikhism
- Judaism
- Jainism
And what I discovered was very eye-opening. When I compared what was being taught in those religions versus what I was taught in my religion, it was blatantly obvious that they all served the same purpose, which was to explain God (or the Divine) in a way that was culturally relevant to the local people at that time.
And that led me to the following thought:
If I didn't have the Bible or any other past work to reference, how would I describe God, this life, and the world in which we live?
If you start asking yourself questions like that, you'll quickly discover that what you've been taught and accepted to be true, versus
what you experience to be true in this life are vastly different.