One of my pet peeves are the folks who only come out in public to brag about gains. When they lose, they hide and wait for a new good period to come out again and talk about how great they are. Well, I'm not going to do that. So I went out of my way to give a portfolio update at the lows of the market, as well as to do a calculation of my YTD return
Some of the mistakes I made this year
-I had a position on GREK with a stop at $9, the problem was the markets gapped over that stop. Instead of taking the full loss on the first bounce, I took a partial loss. And then another partial loss on the second bounce. Finally I took the final loss when GREK hit $5. But I could have saved some money had I taken the full loss right away. This cost me just under 0.5% in performance
-I also had a position in CRESY, which I should have sold sooner. Stuff like BRKB, I trust that they will make it through this just fine. But an EM company full of debt I dont, but I kept waiting for a bounce in the markets (I guess, there are too many forced sellers in the market so any bounces were getting sold hard, I bet lots of HFs are in trouble). This cost me 0.25% or so
-I should have bought some way OTM SPX puts in January/Feb, when markets were quite hot and I decided to sell BRKB, EWZ and PSH to rebalance and to buy China ETFs
-I should have shorted ES at many points in the decline when markets bounced and I was underhedged. One of my rules is to risk 0.5-1% a year of my assets hedging my portfolio. Had I shorted at 3100 and covered at some big drop. I would have saved myself ~2%
Things I did right
-I tactically decided to limit my risk assets to 30-40% a few months ago given the balance of upside and downside risks. I read some newsletter assholes bragging about their gains and trying to convince others that it was fine to have a shitload of risk in portfolios. One Brazilian newsletter guy went as far as recommending to retail readers having a 30% position in Brazilian equities at the start of the year. And it was tempting do fall for this, Brazil had a very good story until corona. I resisted though, having read Howard Marks I thought this was backward. You have your largest risk when fear is high, and lowest when optimism is high, not the other way around. The newsletter guy actually recommended increasing the equity allocation in 2019! That just didnt make sense to me
-I'm managing to keep my head clear and buy assets when fear is high. Not letting myself be affected by the pessimism out there