Wow. Sorry I raised your anxiety level with the PTSD idea. It was just a thought okay? If you don't think Police officers can get PTSD from working the job then whatever. If you don't think that could be a possible reason cops are shooting and killing more than they used to then that is okay too. Glad to hear the Klonopin is working for you vs. the 24/7 alcohol trip. Hope you don't have to ever come down off that Klonopin because it's a real bitch.
Lol! Cops DO get ptsd, and often. It's impossible to shoot a man from 8 feet, and not have issues that linger. Mine was suicide by cop, meaning he forced me, and the entire thing was a nightmare...
Other regular folks can get it too. Raped kids, serious car crash, near death kinda stuff, etc.,... It's a very common thing, and alcohol and drugs used to be the norm in self treatment. Now that people are leaning towards talking about it vs putting it in the closet back when (it was seen as something like herpes back when), much better things are coming as a result. I lead a meeting from time to time among Iraq/Afghan Vets, and the progress is amazing. No violent types among us. Nervous about incoming fire types, yes.
As for the problem with the cops, you've missed that one by a stratosphere. It's not ptsd causing these dick heads to occasionally shoot someone they've got no business shooting. Oh no! It's the breakdown of society thanks to your lib progressive mess, as well as an over militarized, extremely confused as to their true role, modern law enforcement. Add an all me, fuck you, outta my way upbringing to a group who doesn't know if they're domestic police officers or Army, and the results are what you read about...
Last, I'll take a 1/2 Clonazepam for a few days, then I may go two weeks without the need. My addiction was alcohol, and sex. Now I'll stick with my gf, and if I have to, a 1/2 tab medicine as needed that stops me from thinking I'm gonna lose even more of my Marines today...
