I'm switching to a weekly format as my interest in keeping up this journal on a daily basis has waned.
There are a million ways to lose money in the markets, and this week I found a new one (that affected my account at least). It would have been a great week if it hadn't been for a hedged trade that went horribly, horribly wrong, but stuff like that happens in trading, you pay your tuition and learn your lessons, and my trading plan now prohibits hedging intraday trades. More details below.
P&L by day, in $USD:
Sunday: -$2041
Monday: +$245 (IB blotter in pic fails to show $20 in USD profits, FWIW)
Tuesday: +$813
Wednesday: +$305
Thursday: no trades
Friday: +$304
Total P&L for the week: -$374
Sunday
This was obviously the story of the week. Hong Kong gapped up, and I got into an early long position with HHI. Not wanting to get shaken out (I had a strong bullish bias), instead of exiting my position, I decided to hold and hedge by shorting HSI when the setup broke down. Originally I was long 2 HHI and short 1 HSI, which isn't a perfect hedge (still had long bias). However, much to my dismay, HHI started jamming lower with force, and HSI basically stayed in a consolidated chop zone. I was losing money hand over fist on HHI, but wasn't making any on HSI. I tried to fix this by changing the ratio to +3 HHI and -2 HSI, which on paper is a perfect hedge, but this just led to more losses. In hindsight I should have bailed out of this loser long before I did, but since my trading plan really didn't have rules for how to deal with such a situation, I had a deer in headlights moment. I basically nursed this lousy position the whole morning session, watching HHI make LL's and LH's, while HSI chopped (I kept exiting the HSI side of the hedge when a long setup would form, and re-established when it broke down) and decided to hold it over the lunch break. While the market was closed I came to my senses and realized I just needed to exit and start over, forget about the P&L and just trade like I know I should. When the market re-opened after lunch I bailed out of both sides of the hedge, and at that point I was down $2900. I probably should have stopped, but I wanted my revenge so I traded the afternoon session as hard as I could, taking every good setup I could find and letting my winners run when it seemed sensible, and I was able to cut the loss down to close to -$2k. I went to bed at 3:30am, got a few hours of sleep then got up and went to work.
I've known for a while now that hedging intraday trades like I did provided no financial advantage, only a psychological one... it allowed me to be stubborn with a position because I hate getting shaken out of a good position. It was a bad habit that I allowed to sneak into my routine out of laziness, over confidence, and to some degree, a desire to hit home runs. My trading plan did not specifically prohibit hedging, however, this dramatic loss is all I need to convince me that hedging a trade after it breaks down has no place in my trading plan, from now on I will keep my head on a swivel, exit the position when I should, reverse if the situation calls for it, and then re-enter in the original direction if it sets up again.
Monday
I debated taking the night off because I was pretty tired after only a few hours of sleep, but I felt like I needed to at least make a few good trades to prove to myself that I knew what I was doing, get in there and swing the bat a few times. After analyzing the underlying reasons why I had hedged the night before (bias + overconfidence + desire to hit a home run), I decided I would just trade small and take scalper's profits and not try to do anything fancy. I traded for an hour and a half and after making almost $250 I decided that was enough, and went to bed, very exhausted.
Tuesday
Made a nice profit, almost in spite of myself. Hong Kong was very volatile, I was a lot more stubborn than on Monday night, and the market rewarded me for it, although it could just have easily punished me for it. Sometimes its better to be lucky than good.
Wednesday
Traded very much like I did Monday, was picky with my setups, only took scalper's profits, didn't try to hit home runs. Could have made as much as I did on Tuesday if I had swung for the fences, but I decided to keep things simple and just take scalper's profits (the number of ticks you can depend on 70% of the time with a good setup).
Thursday
My wife and kids finally got back from a very long vacation and I took the night off to spend some quality time with the family.
Friday
Traded the first hour of the US session before doing some work (for my employer that is). I was able to call several of the wiggles accurately, and it felt very good (6 trades, 1 contract each, 5 winners with only 1 small loser).
Looking forward to next week; if things go well I should be making new equity highs soon.