Quote from filter_sweep:
Was up early due to a couple of good HHI trades. Then I foolishly decided to put on a few MHI trades, on decent setups (at first), but then things spiraled out of control. Order entry errors, trade mismanagement errors, looking for setups that weren't there, reversing on stops that didn't consistitute valid setups, you name it. Then I started trading HHI again to try and make back some of the MHI losses, and I started getting chopped up there. At one point I checked I was down about $400 USD. Then I walked away from the computer for a minute and asked how would I trade if I was flat on the evening. I came back and starting clawing and scratching my way back, closing out my last trade just one minute before the end of the morning session, and finished up $140.
Why did I even trade MHI? If I had simply stuck to HHI I would have had an excellent night. Why did I make so many mistakes? Why did I throw my trading plan out the window for half an hour? I think the answer is simple: fear. I'm afraid to scale up. I'm afraid of what happened last year when I first started trading HSI and HHI. I'm afraid of the volatility that my P&L is going to start experiencing. I'm afraid of failure. My daily session P&L has been in a nice gentle uptrend over the past 3 months, and I've gotten used to it. I'm going to have nights where I drop $500 just because the setups aren't working. I should also have nights where I make $700 or $800 because everything is clicking. I need to accept that I have an edge, accept the possibility of the worse case scenario, and just trade and let the chips fall where they may. Easier said than done.
+1091 HKD
(+$140 USD)