Update:
My journey for now has consisted of working on my psychology/head issues, and choosing one set-up/signal to master, to own, and trade well.
To be honest, I NEVER thought that trading was going to be filled with working on me as a person. Call me naive. So be it. I started out seeing that trading was a business that could be learned, that it was a skill that could be honed, and it left me upset. I've mastered many skills, and it's been a walk in the park. I wanted trading to be this.
WOOPS!
Upset because, after embarking on this journey, it is filled with psychology. If I do not address the issues I have with not being able to employ patience, I'm surely doomed.
I definitely need not proceed, if I'm not willing to practice this discipline. It is that simple. Something in me wants to continue working on me. Something in me is passionate about changing that attribute in my behavior. I can't explain it and for that I'm sorry. I wish I could.
But, I know this is me. Not yet, but this
is me.
In continuing, I worked a lot on my head today and I had to stop half way through because I can't spend the whole day in brain. It's exhausting.
What I'm Learning:
"everyone get's what they want out of the markets."
OR, "they get the success they feel deserve from the markets."
Struggle: I struggle choosing one set-up. WHY?
1. I lack the discipline to patiently wait for it.
(But patience is paramount in trading!)
2. Fear of choosing wrong set-up.
(I can't! They all exist. Simply and naturally. Choose and master one.)
***Issue: Why I am I unwilling to wait for one single set-up?
---I'm impatient. (overcome this)
---I want to master it all now. (can't be done, one bite at a time)
---HATE my job. (thank God for a job and work hard at trading in off-time)
In closing, I sure hope I do not sound like a babbling idiot. Maybe some might even relate. If so, good. I'm not alone. I was speaking to my wife about my issue. Being unwilling to wait for the set-up. My incredible lack of patience in waiting for any sort of PA confirmation. Her recommendation was superb.
It also coincided with many recommendations I've read here on ET.
Just observe.
Watch the day's action. Don't look for your set-up. Watch. Practice your patience. Employ the patience, be patient. This is by far a great weapon in trading. (told my wife to trade capital, no go)
Tomorrow, I'm off from work. I'm not going to trade. I'm however going to participate in the PA. I'm going to mention it here, and I'm also going to mention (hopefully), how I took no trades on the 8 different set-ups that I saw.
I'm going to practice this. I'm going to master this, and then, I'm going to pick a single set-up to master.
Over n Out
JS