Issues/Thoughts
I had to stop trading today around 1400. I noticed a huge issue with myself and needed to talk to my mentor.
I came into today with a plan. Executed well--nevermind, not so much. The logistics of trading this signal will come later. Trades reviewed later. Onto the issue.
For the life of me, I felt like I was literally FORCING almost every trade today. Forcing them. Pullbacks were evident, but I forced many in.
I went for a drive talked to my mentor, and realized the issues behind this forcing. I know them. I know where these issues are from. That's for me.
My mentor reminded me that market doesn't give one shit if you're poor or rich. It could care less whether or not you have a good job, bad job, or no job. It also couldn't give two shits about how you want money from the market. The market doesn't give a shit about your current position in life. And it's not because the market hates you, it simply and quite very honestly, does not care. Neutral. Always. To be friends, maybe you should trade this way.
Many reason's, that the market couldn't give a shit about, influenced trading today.
The entire reason why I'm learning trading, is influencing my trading. Again, the mkt doesn't care why I'm learning.
The market doesn't care. Least of which, about me.
This has to be remembered. This has to be considered daily in one's thinking. The moment I think the market cares about any of my intentions, is the moment the market becomes relentless. It is completely neutral concerning all reasons a trader has.
Couple other notes on today which all relate to the above
1.Took 14 trades. Do day traders take that many? Seems high. If not, fine.
2. I found myself getting upset with moves going without me. I acknowledged this in real time though which is a good step. Again, mkt doesn't care about me being in a move or not. Neither should I. Next.
3. Closed a trade today because of DL break, played signal well, little risk, and the price went to my intended target. Hate when this happens. I felt it. Does the mkt care? No. Did I care? Yes. Do I care now? No. Next.
4. Along the lines of "forcing", this also led to not taking the "best" signals of today. At least 3 to 4 great signals before 1130 range.
5. For now, I'll probably scratch intra-bar pullbacks on 5 even though on the 1 or 3 minute, it's evident.
Today's trade plans later tonight...