Let's be clear here, I think you are mentally ill and have been ranting about the virus and lock down for at least two months. That makes you the "doomer" buddy. I'm on top of this situation far more then you are. This year has been good for me financially, career wise, and I have a far better idea what a proper fitness regime is then you do ( I've read your posts ).
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you, but you just lost your mind and it's getting worse.
Get help, consult with people who love you, drop these insane obsessions.