What a strange thing. Just fired up the apps, tossed in a small position just for luck, and wound up bagging +12 on that piker. Small size, but still funny. Kind of makes up for the stupid day - mentally if not all monetary.
I was setting up a wide stop - wider than my target even - before going to sleep. I had the target set, and was getting them as OCAs and GTC - then I was thinking of how to adjust the stop but it had fell a good portion of my +35 target already - in less than a minute. Well, then I bagged it.
I hadn't even had a chance to study the chart well, just looked at price levels for some pairs. The flip-a-coin or make-a-monkey-guess method sure can work if money management is held by a human ... It's now close to my original entry. Almost a little surreal. It's just midnight here, better turn off the lights and stop thinking (actively) about trading for some hours.
I sure feel lucky sometimes, though. Not in the lottery sense of it - but more in the blackjack and trading sense of it. I've only lost 1 BlackJack session of all 20+ I have had (and I was very drunk to boot in dutch part of St. Martin - damn waitresses doubled and tripled our cognacs - and we had to play the $200 table - I think it was ...

Otherwise I have always known when to stop - when sober - and many times got a bunch of chinese guys playing on back of me. I once had a 5-way split on Tenerife, Playa de las Americas, which seemed to be a magnet on those guys when I got over 17s and some 20s on it. I was actually trying to rid myself of the pesetas - but that didn't work out, although some punter stole my wallet when I was swaggering back to the hotel a few nights before ... but now I'm ranting.)
edit: how lucky should I feel ? The damn thing just collapsed and hit that +35 target already .. a few heartbeats later - past +40 even. Oh, well. This has been the story of the week for me - great entries and no heart, stomach for the trades.
I think I know how Ivanovich feels about his EURUSD trade too; not a little pissed - although I am too tired to care about the lost opportunity now. Or am I wrong ? Maybe he just was 5 pips away from being stopped and just got his target now ... hmmm, hope so.