Trading a small martingale ALWAYS busts you out in the end... it's simply a matter of when. Scalping 5pips until it trades 200pips against you and calling it a position trade is nonsense. You can't polish a turd.
I am not flaming -- simply an assessment of your methodology based upon what I've read in your journal.
This thread has been hijacked, so I'll leave it there...
Continued good luck, Chinook.