my fear of losing is.
We've all suffered this / are suffering it
I really need to be more mechanical in my execution and stop second guessing myself.
Not sure "mechanical" is the best mindset - we're human... not machines
But a detached / disciplined approach would be imo
Ultimately your decision of course
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Got a plan how to get there..., and prepared to implement that plan
Because now..., the real work begins
You're going to need a whatever it takes..., however long it takes - mentality
And be prepared to take baby steps..., interspersed with many steps backwards - until it resolved
Truth of the matter..., some never do resolve it - totally your choice to be one of them..., or not
Successful journey
RN