"I have cut my size in half but the only way I see out of this is by trading less frequently only on super high conviction trades."
That might seem logical to you, especially when you're in the middle of a major drawdown, but that's actually the exact opposite of what you should be doing. Increasing size on high conviction trades as you put it is the exact same thing as trading your directional market predictions.
How many times does it have to be said? NOBODY can predict with any reasonable long-term accuracy where markets are going in the short term, stop trying. The whole point of option trading is so you don't have to do that. This isn't equity trading.
Sounds to me like you're trading options as replacements for equity focusing on price and predicting direction, rather than learning how to actually trade options directionless. Those are two entirely different sports, yet you're treating them as the same thing.
You have to change your mentality, or losses are sure to continue...
UPDATE: DRAWDOWN IS NOW 45%
Feeling doomed to be honest can't remember my last real win in the markets.
45% Is beyond crazy so I am going back to paper trading until the end of the month at least to see if my edge is gone or my mind is.
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