Taking a longer view, the month of October was a hard one for me, but I think it led to some authentic progress.
I felt off-balance for most of the month, and increasingly so as the month went by, especially as a result of data problems. As I've already mentioned several times above, Tradestationâs formerly dependable L1 and L2 quotes have been out of sync and inconsistent. Accurate, "execution-quality" data â as accurate as practical â are fairly critical to my approach. At my current level of trading, I can cope with being however many milliseconds behind traders who have T1 lines direct from the exchanges into their skulls, but trading in a cloud of confusion around the inside market, never knowing whether whatever bids and asks are real, current, and executable, is maddening.
Iâve always accepted that quotes may not be perfect, especially at the open or during high volume events, but I now wonder just how much worse the data may have been than I previously realized, especially for my favorite gap fades. The extra emotional and intellectual energy devoted to managing such uncertain trades may not leave as much left over for new opportunities or for correctly identifying reasons to stand aside (or reverse). The effect may also be to reinforce my own tendencies toward stubbornness and toward overcompensation for lacking self-confidence
All the trades I took are still my trades: I take full responsibility for them, and I canât blame my worst losses directly on TSâs problems. I also suspect that even if I had recognized early on that the problems might not take care of themselves, the process of adapting to some new set-up would also have led to upsets and glitches: Every time Iâve changed means and methods before, there have been losses attributable to trading errors and other effects of friction.
Anyway, I did pull back, both in size and frequency, even as I let the account drift toward PDT minimums, never re-funding it to make up for a disaster at the end of September and additional losses over the course of October. (I havenât been utilizing my full buying power as is, and so rarely let my account stay very far over $30,000.) Undertrading in this way may even have improved my performance or at lesat my discipline to some extent, but I do need to get more aggressive, sooner rather than too much later, and Iâm thinking that, instead of waiting for Tradestation to get its act together, I may open a second, fully funded account at IB, perhaps the E-Signal integration package. Even if TS solves its problems, and rolls out TS7 soon, it still might be a good idea to have a fully funded 2nd account and data-backup.