Another possible removal of golden handcuffs

Well, I want. Heck not want, need a lot of money for my purposes so as much as begging and tailwagging trying to impress some rescuer to get me out of the basket of puppies heading out for extinction,
You have a gift in writing :)
 
I suppose if you let people get away with doing bad stuff to you and taking your money then everyone would do it wouldn't they? Even if it doesn't matter anymore, you probably want to be extremely harsh on people that did that, even though you don't want to, because it's definitely not a nice thing to have to do. But if you don't do it, you become known to be very weak, and even though you don't want to admit it, there are lots of people in the world who would just do it all the time. And when it happends, it doesn't feel nice, so you have to try to remember that in the good times so you don't forget.
 
You have a gift in writing :)

Not sure if you're sarcastic but nevertheless, I'd say my "language" skills are above average for an engineer or otherwise technically oriented fellow.

A guy here noticed some "middle age crisis" in my case. I figured out it's just a natural progression of human conscience level, which intuitively seems to follow some logarithmic growth:
- 5 years old: "kid" conscience, have you noticed how kids seem to know everything? and oftentimes when you try to tech them something, they will "know better"?
- 10 years old: "teenager" conscience, have you noticed how teenagers seem to know everything? and oftentimes (more like everytime) when you try to tech them something, they will "know better"?
- 20 years old: "just adult" conscience, the (in)famous asshole's quote "Young people are just smarter". have you noticed how 20-somethings think they're the God's gift to this planet and the best thing since sliced bread? and seem to know everything? and oftentimes when you try to tech them something, they will "know better"?
- 40 years old: this is where I am. Looking retroactively, makes sense that I might be experiencing some significant shift in conscience level and also awareness of past conscience level leaps tells me I might be much dumber than what my next level father (almost 80 years old) is trying to tell me, fuck I know better and definitely don't need his or other old man's wisdom to tell me how things run
 
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