End of 2013 I had 7K account and turn it to 162K account till August 2014 and than I lost 85% of it in 9 days in August...
We are in 2020 I have an CFD account which allows me to take small positions with limited capital. I will give an sample I took 0,05 silver position with price of 11,62 silver close to 19 now and with rollover still I am holding it, maybe I can close next week. My sharpe higher than 4, YTD 48%, I keep positions open end of the day end of the week in a long holidays, I can because size is small I am not looking to get money in days I am looking to make money on months.
2014 when I blown up It was futures account, it wasn't possible to take limited risks. When I was right account was flying. Unfortunately I didn't see it that time I take bigger positions with 162K account.
So here is the think; 100K account is not a small account you can find way to trade with that money by taking smaller risks and play on longer price movements. I know it is difficult to admit, I have a brother I couldn't make him agree to take small positions still he took make it or lost all account. He has bigger account he can trade in futures but he refuse to take 1-2 max 3 contract and per trade 1% risk. So it is not about account size it is about vision.
If you are looking situation to get millionaire with 100K forget about it. My strategy will work with proper risk in futures but I need minimum 1 million dollar to do that that's why I trade in CFD's I am not selling anything and still I am making money.
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Trading business (yes it is a kind of business) is very hard game. If your vision is not okay, if you follow other sheep, if you don't ask questions, if you don't have passion, if you don't agree to pay it's cost, if you are not disciplined, if you have some kind of wrong believes (in my case I had money phobia, so I was believing -if I will get rich I will be ill- don't laugh, even I didn't realize that I believe this shit till events show me clearly, this was fault of my father, his words effect a 7 years old child and he didn't notice what he is doing too) you are going to fail.
If you don't have passion when you fail you can not stand up, discipline is not enough you must have fire inside you for trading that keeps you going. I suffer 20 years don't believe any idiot who will tell you that is a easy game or you can make from 100K to 1M overnight or over weeks. That is possible if you are trading with billions. Many other so called trader says "If you are so good about trading why you are writing book, advise others or searching bigger capital do it yourself"
If you will try to do it 162K to millions you are going to need your big luck as same 7K to 162K. No it doesn't work that way, you can be sure... Soon or later if you have all this pains, experience and suffer over the years you are going to find right way but here is the tragedy, when you find you are going to need bigger capital as I am today and unfortunately we are living BS word that nobody is going to give you that capital.
I try to find prop trading or hedge funds last couple of months, these type of companies in USA or England not in my geography. First President cancel H1B visa, second all hedge funds and prop companies is reflecting not true outside the world. When you open their website youtube page you see how important team, how company care traders etc. When you open glassdoor account you see that they give 3 times food in a day because they don't want you will leave desk, you will arrive 6:45 and work till 21:00. At the beginning I afraid they will try to steal my system because you can't hide from team. now I understand, it is old same world everybody is alone there, team is a kind of story for out-world. When you look from outside "world class technology" when you look at inside company, they are 10 years old tech. All has big digital marketing departments and beautiful stories from that departments...
Worst they don't care your sharpe ratio, or record I thought it is about short sample size but no simply they care marketing more than risk/return. They take all type of quant, is it because of they are profitable? no! it is good for marketing in front of investors eyes. They pay more when they don't understand... And any condition they have 1 to 2% of total AUM regardless they make or lose money.
As you can guess it is not possible to find million dollar person to take around me too. I can pass series 3 take CTA exam and I am sure I will suffer same thing to find account to manage.
What is my point for your suffering; I am at the point where you are dreaming to be, but I am saying this is not end of the game. If you dream to make money as much as this point and it will be enough for you than find another way believe me open a coffee shop will be profitable same and you will be free there too and you will not be busy with world toughest job, yes it is...
But if you have passion on this, if you can say that "If I will born again I am going to be trader again" than keep going, maybe things will not be same as you dream but soon or later you will find the way as you doing something you are happy to do...