$2,000 to $200,000 in 2020 at 2.00% per day.

Hi sstheo ,
i have been reading your journal and i think you're doing great. don't listen to all the bashers . scaling up when you're trading well is the only way to go.
psychology is so underrated. it is key in good performance.
we all battle our own demons and even the best traders and hedge fund moguls have a bad day after fighting with their wife the previous night.
i wouldn't take trading advice from anyone. it seems you already figured out what works FOR YOU and that's really all you need.
a couple of overarching ideas to think about that might help you:

1- breathing and meditation exercises help tremendously with focus and fighting the adrenaline monster that creeps up sometimes during the day

2-scaling plan : if i read correctly you started with 4 micros and you plan on moving up in micros to 10 and then switch to 1 mini.
i would stay in micros til you reach 20 or even 30 micros and then switch to 2 or 3 minis respectively. reason is that moving from 4 to 5 to 6...micros is a small percentage,
but moving from 1 to 2 minis is 100% increase and it has an effect of both time (takes a lot longer) and psychology (swings are larger money wise)
even though you are getting raped on commissions somewhat you're better off increasing size every 5 days or so with micros and once you have enough margin for 2-3 minis you can switch and keep increasing size just as often. sometimes also staying at a level for a bit is ok too because the money gets significant around the 10-15-20 minis and beyond that you might just want to stop there and adjust to the swings for a while(we are not robots after all)

best of luck to you and keep it up, you can do it.


Sure, he'll do it. The numbers are fiction. They are entries on a spreadsheet.
 
2-scaling plan : if i read correctly you started with 4 micros and you plan on moving up in micros to 10 and then switch to 1 mini.
i would stay in micros til you reach 20 or even 30 micros and then switch to 2 or 3 minis respectively. reason is that moving from 4 to 5 to 6...micros is a small percentage,
but moving from 1 to 2 minis is 100% increase



Moving from 1 micro to 2 micros is also a 100% increase.

Your suggestion is based on the nominal amount of money and not on the trading.

And there is nothing known that would prevent, with appropriate account size, trading 1 (or more) minis, with micro bumps on way to adding another mini.


In it's current application, the OP is not snowballing his opportunity nor is the OP working on his fear of zeros flashing across the screen. The OP is merely wishing and talking the big talk of trading 1 or more minis. Although the OP has "allowed" himself to trade up to 7 micros based on account value, he has not traded beyond a concentration of 2 micros in a single trade. He is far away from trading even 1 mini confidently.
 
Moving from 1 micro to 2 micros is also a 100% increase.

Your suggestion is based on the nominal amount of money and not on the trading.

And there is nothing known that would prevent, with appropriate account size, trading 1 (or more) minis, with micro bumps on way to adding another mini.


In it's current application, the OP is not snowballing his opportunity nor is the OP working on his fear of zeros flashing across the screen. The OP is merely wishing and talking the big talk of trading 1 or more minis. Although the OP has "allowed" himself to trade up to 7 micros based on account value, he has not traded beyond a concentration of 2 micros in a single trade. He is far away from trading even 1 mini confidently.

my bad, i thought he was an all in all out each trade with whatever size the account lets him trade.
i'm an all in all out trader, i don't scale into positions. only exception is if the volatility is crazy and we start getting 10 pt range bars on a regular basis i would cut down my size to manage risk better.
 
why so difficult to show a blotter? Certainly it should be easier than posting a spreadsheet.

He was posting a daily blotter that showed the trailing four or five days. Then he had a losing day which I believe he posted. But then the blotters stopped and so did his regular posting. Then the posts began again but no blotter.

My first losing day. Down $66.
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The loss was said to be the result of loss of discipline:

I then broke a very important rule. I fell into an old habit and didn't set a stop on several trades at the "bottom" because I just knew the market was "oversold"

After that, on the next trading day we were told:
No trades today. Too much work and 15" of snow to shovel. Thanks everyone for the great comments over the weekend. I will reply soon.

Then he went dark, came back after a week long absence, and told us:
I kept the trading light last week.

He then went on to explain why the world was going to end because of coronavirus, which means he had a short bias while the market was ripping higher.

I don't mean to be negative, but if someone is going to run a public display like this there ought to be quite a bit more transparity than we see here, right? Imean, this isn't calling trades in real time. This is supposedly sitting on the screen doing manual high frequency trading all day and then reporting the results. So, I agree with Des - , er, poopy ... a blotter post should be expected in this type of exercise.

Otherwise, draw your own conclusions.
 
The OP has a lot of experience and seems to have followed the motto sometimes you win and sometimes you learn. He seems to understand his losses are psychologically based and this is a great experiment for him to successfully build a new mindset and adapt incrementally to the emotional responses to gains and losses flashing quite quickly on electronically traded contracts.

Many have heard the expression you all have plan until punched in the mouth. Well in trading some of us have had a strategy until getting blitzed on 1500 on a multiple lot contract right off the starting block. It's so crucial to be able to emotionally absorb those losses and maintain discipline as a discretionary trader. I think the OP is trying to make himself bullet proof against such cases.
 
The OP has a lot of experience and seems to have followed the motto sometimes you win and sometimes you learn. He seems to understand his losses are psychologically based and this is a great experiment for him to successfully build a new mindset and adapt incrementally to the emotional responses to gains and losses flashing quite quickly on electronically traded contracts.

Many have heard the expression you all have plan until punched in the mouth. Well in trading some of us have had a strategy until getting blitzed on 1500 on a multiple lot contract right off the starting block. It's so crucial to be able to emotionally absorb those losses and maintain discipline as a discretionary trader. I think the OP is trying to make himself bullet proof against such cases.

I believe that to be a fool, “psychological biases”, is the major difficulty to overcome in order to be a great trader.
 
When you hit the 5k mark will you switch to a full? If yes how would you deal with an initial loss of a full stop of 200? Would you then drop back to 9 micros?

With that question in mind do you think you'll build a cushion over the 5 k mark before going to a full and if yes how much?

Great question, thanks. I have been thinking about this. My original plan was to go to one E-mini at the $5k mark. But since I started this journal, I have reflected on the CME Micro contest last July:

I stayed in the top 11 out of about 1400 registrants for most of the week-long contest but ultimately ended in the 13th position. (I think the final number of registrants who actually traded was about 800.) It was an exhilarating ride!

Day 1. #1 right out the gate with 4 trades.
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Day 1. #10 after 41 trades
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Day 2. #11 after 62 trades
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Day 3. #3 after 76 trades
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Day 4. #6 after 178 trades
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Day 5. Final #13 after 282 trades.
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What happened to me during this contest was that I got adept at trading on all 4 charts of (MES, MNQ, MYM, and M2k) at the same time. Why? Because we could trade a maximum of 10 contracts of each instrument and it was a simple race to the finish line. So the winner was obligated to trade all four if he/she wanted to have any hope of winning the $2500 prize.

Risk management was a distant second in this contest and I violated lots of good trading principles in reaching a 13th place win. And I actually told the CME in their requested review by participants that the contest forced us to adopt some bad trading behaviors and they should instead adopt a "risk-adjusted return" approach next time. Unfortunately, they ignored my comments on their next contest.

Bottom line is that I started to like the 4 - chart layout, and I think I will continue with that. This means that I am more likely to spread out my current 6 micros across 2 to 3 charts instead of going all-in on just one chart. 4 charts at once is a bit stressful.

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I am trading all-in/all out. This means that I will probably get up to 5 to 7 micros per position on 3 charts before I go to a full E-Mini. So despite the double commission, it will probably be 20 total micros or $10,000 balance before I go to the larger contract.

I think it will be too risky to try to go back and forth from full to micro, so I am not considering trading 1 E-mini plus 3 micros (for example) once I get to 13 micros (at $6,500 balance). I will do a simple transfer over from trading the micros to the minis. And if/when I drop back below $7,500 then I will start using the micros again.
 
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i would stay in micros til you reach 20 or even 30 micros and then switch to 2 or 3 minis respectively...

An inherent problem with this approach as that as an all-in all-out trader as sstheo has mentioned he is, fills on 20-30 micros may not work out as well as 2-3 minis for the same market exposure. Heck, even NT7, as much as I bash it for it's journaling problems, approximates that problem in the sim engine as best it can. It is an eye-opener.
 
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But alas, I was 'born' in a bearish environment, and this is my challenge to bear (no pun intended).

So for a couple days in the last two weeks, I tried to just flip my thinking. "I am a buyer of all the big dips." But when I tried going long, not only did my brain scream at me "we are overbought on 6 of 7 metrics!!!" but the market aggressively blasted through my stops below. How ironic that the very day I tried this experiment, the bears finally decided to come to the party...

And that is an irony, as I was "born" into a bullish environment, and these ATH followed by corrections have my panties in a bunch so I am having trouble swinging long.

"...But seriously, I really need to force myself to consider the bullish case. The market has RISEN from about 1,880 to about 3,500 in 4 years. The market has risen about 85% in 4 years!!!!!...

There is something else to remember when you post a chart like that above...You are posting what looks like a relatively smooth ride north during those dry periods of volatility, but that chart masks the intraday or intraweek noise of the ups and downs from close-period to close-period. It does not show the daily NQ moves of, say, open RTH at point X, drop 100 points during RTH, but recover to +10 points by end of RTH.

Not to mention all the crazy of ETH that can go on, which a chart like that will not represent.
 
an all-in all-out trader as sstheo has mentioned he is

All-in, all-out... hmmm

OP is placing multiple simultaneous trades, let's call it diversifying his trades, up to whatever his maximum number of micro contracts allowed by his metric of account size. In this manner OP says he is an all-in all-out trader... Each trade is either on or it is off.

This diversification, or as the OP posted a page back as "combinations", is counter-productive to his "goal" of trading 1 mini... All-in, all-out in relation to the goal should be max allowable (as determined by OPs measurements/metrics) micros. The combinations are not doing him any favor: with 7 micros he should be capturing 70% of his "if it was a mini" mindset/goal. Plus it is training for the increased numbers, drawdowns, losses, and profits associated with mini. The current process does match the goal.



Anyway you want to write it I guess. From day one, I allocated $500 per micro. I said I would start out being able to trade just 4 micros with my initial $2000 balance, but then add one micro for each additional $500 that I added to the balance. Now when I get to $3,500 (hopefully next week), I will be able to trade 7 micros at the same time.

Since I only trade the micro indices MES, MNQ, MYM, and M2k, this means that I can trade according to these combinations:
  • 7 micros on one trade
  • 6 on one chart and 1 on another chart
  • 5, 2
  • 5, 1, 1
  • 4, 3
  • 4, 2, 1
  • 4, 1, 1, 1
  • 3, 3, 1
  • 3, 2, 2
  • 3, 2, 1, 1
  • 2, 2, 2, 1
Did I miss any combinations?

In any event, I feel that having four open trades at once is spreading myself a bit thin, so I am more likely to do just 2 or 3 at a time on one or two charts.
 
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