Hi sstheo ,
i have been reading your journal and i think you're doing great. don't listen to all the bashers . scaling up when you're trading well is the only way to go.
psychology is so underrated. it is key in good performance.
we all battle our own demons and even the best traders and hedge fund moguls have a bad day after fighting with their wife the previous night.
i wouldn't take trading advice from anyone. it seems you already figured out what works FOR YOU and that's really all you need.
a couple of overarching ideas to think about that might help you:
1- breathing and meditation exercises help tremendously with focus and fighting the adrenaline monster that creeps up sometimes during the day
2-scaling plan : if i read correctly you started with 4 micros and you plan on moving up in micros to 10 and then switch to 1 mini.
i would stay in micros til you reach 20 or even 30 micros and then switch to 2 or 3 minis respectively. reason is that moving from 4 to 5 to 6...micros is a small percentage,
but moving from 1 to 2 minis is 100% increase and it has an effect of both time (takes a lot longer) and psychology (swings are larger money wise)
even though you are getting raped on commissions somewhat you're better off increasing size every 5 days or so with micros and once you have enough margin for 2-3 minis you can switch and keep increasing size just as often. sometimes also staying at a level for a bit is ok too because the money gets significant around the 10-15-20 minis and beyond that you might just want to stop there and adjust to the swings for a while(we are not robots after all)
best of luck to you and keep it up, you can do it.
Sure, he'll do it. The numbers are fiction. They are entries on a spreadsheet.

