NYHC man! keep the faith, stay strong....
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Quote from NY_HOOD:
today i finally blew up or came pretty damn close. some will laugh and some will not care but i am posting for the heck of it anyway. i was up and then gave everything back and then some. why" necause i was up 400 and needed another 600 to pay some bills.its a never ending sage with me and i just don't know if i have the proper discipline to do this. obviously i am extremely upset about my current situation and don't know what the heck to do. i have no other skills(not that i have any trading skills) and i have a family to take care of. i am actually nervous but i have to do something.
i know someone is going to tell me to stop complaining and i fully understand.i'm just venting because some of you may have been in a similar situation and underdtand. anyway,i hope none of you guys get to where i am,its a horrible feeling and none of you deserve it.

Quote from stupididiot:
Sorry for you guys blow ups. You probably don't want to hear it, but I'm up big time the last several years. I thought I ought to let you know that I think maybe I got your money, you know, with all that zero sum game and shit. I felt that I should get this off my chest; a confession of sorts. Not that I don't want you to keep blowing up. I like the money. I really do. I just felt kind of bad about taking y'alls green. Well, not too bad...You know what I mean. Peace.![]()
Quote from NY_HOOD:
its a bad situation. you guys mention "dark and lonely". you're not kidding. again,don't want to come across as a complainer i am just venting because who else would understand? only those that trade do. its going to be a long weekend,perhaps thats a good thing,get my head straight. have to go to a get together tomorrow and i don't know how i'm gonna do that.