Quote from porgie:
today ... BBBUUUYYY AND THEN SEELLL AND THEN BUUBBYYYYUUYY.......HEELLOOOO...............GROUPIES ARE GONE FOR GOOD.........CW ...........PAPER TRADING IS A TOUGH LIFE DON'T U AGREE?...........THERE ARE SOME GOOD THINGS IN FUTURES TRADING..........BUT THEY ARE NOT SEEN ON FORUMS......VOLENTE I HOPE U R TRULY DOING WELL.........I AM WORRIED ABOUT JM...........I WISH I COULD HAND HIM THE GOLDMINE BUT NO SELL NO GIVE.......LIKE GIVING AWAY THE LIFE'S SAVINGS.......CAN'T DO IT.........WISH i COULD HELP HIM OVER THE HUMP........BUZZ CALLING PORGIE THE PHANTOM TRADER IS HILARIOUS..........NEVER HEARD OF THAT BEFORE.........I TRADE AND I STILL LIKE PORGIE AND HIS TRADING.....TOO MANY YEARS TO QUIT NOW.....SYSTEM IS A FEW LINES AND BARS AND HIGH NINETIES........ACCURACY.......IT CAN B E BE DONE..........JM PLEASE WORK ON IT BEFORE THROWING MONEY AT IT.......IF CAN'T DEMO KEEP WORKING WITH NO M REAL MONEY IN THE GAME............
No worries Porgie, not trading in my real account yet, which is probably hurting me because I know I'd have been making money this whole week so far, more than I can imagine, and today I'm still just watching market action go by, just not yet pulling the trigger.
I believe when I actually don't worry about money and just trade, that is when you won't have to worry, now you just have to worry about when I'm going to actually just do it.
BTW: Just wanted to add that I'm feeling better and better about trading, like, I really believe I can trade now. I don't believe I have ever felt that way, every day that goes by that I just watch, I just feel better and better about my knowledge about the market, and I KNOW, that if I just do this already, just break out of this little thing that is preventing me from pushing the buttons, I know I can do it.
I am feeling good about trading, but, it still does not matter until I do it, and that is what is left to do.
I even told Volente a few times already that I was just going to let loose and trade, and I have yet to do it, I just can't figure out what is holding me back.
Inner self is just holding me back, really is interesting how trading forces you to look at yourself, and I know how there is an emotional battle in myself to trade, and to just watch, it really is amazing how challenging it can be, I love it.
I just need to control all the emotions and I will get it. It is amazing how I can make 30 paper trades a day, and consistantly be 75% and above correct, has been this way for the past few weeks, I just don't know what I'm waiting for. It's all emotions now.