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JMowery1987,
From the heart and your passion will help you find your way. Thanks JMowery1987....
After my father passed away 5 years ago, it got extremely hard for me, and I haven't had anything fun in my life since then, but recently I opened a trading account and have been the happiest in my life for 4 years. I have tried so many things in life, *I'm kinda one of those people that have tried a lot of things, and couldn't find one thing to actually focus on*, but trading is without a doubt one of the most exciting things
Thanks,
It's been tough, I was very close with my father, and losing him at age 13 was tough, my mom isn't really that "motherly" as I'd like to say since we barely even speak to each other, but I know I am fortunate to have what I have.
So many people around here just seem like they will live here for the rest of their lives and won't take any risks, but I'm determined to get out of here, travel the world and see all that I can. I'd rather be the reason of my success or failure and directly be in control of that, instead of working for a boss in these times where people love taking advantage of others, for example, I HAD a job here at a small computer repair shop, just ripping off elderly people and some of my friends as well, it just made me feel bad, and the boss was a total jerk. It just really got to me, and back when I was younger I used to always paper trade because I loved things involving strategy and such, playing business simulators and such. So I took a chance and opened up an account. I had some problems with Etrade that cost me money with problems with them and my bank, but I have since moved to Ameritrade. I have not lost any money, I have actually gained around 170. But like I said, I will NEVER be able to make a living trading equities if I don't have 25k... and I'd only feel safe doing that if I had around 40 to 50k saved up. So Futures is really my only option and I like Futures a lot better and wished I had started trading them earlier.
But,
I really never thought I'd have the chance to do this, and if I had waiting any longer, I might never have teh chance to do this until a much later time in my life. So I'm very fortunate. Lots of people come into this expecting to be rich quickly, I just want to learn all that I can about it and be successful. I don't need a Ferrari and such, I'd just like to independent and be able to trade for a living just making it on my own.
I have one more semester of high school left, and then I'm done, so after that, it will be deciding what I will ultimately do in the future. I am hoping my learning early will help me actually trade for a living. If it does, it would allow me to do things I have always dreamed of, since I have a passion for music production and such, but I can't afford to do it right now.
EXTREMELY fortunate for myself, I have a mentor that has helped me daily for the past 2 weeks and I don't suspect that will end and it just helps to see how someone that has been doing this for years does it and how it really is more of yourself being able to control your emotions during trading to be profitable, instead of just relying on technical indicators and such.
So, I am just determined to try my hardest and learn as much as I can, which is really a draw for me to learn trading because it is exciting, you learn something new every day and you are the only one deciding if you are successful or not for that day, and it really appeals to me and the way I am.
I hope everyone else does as well if they are really determined to do well in the markets. I know there is what... 5% - 10% that make it, so the odds are against me, in every way, but I guess i'll find out. If it doesn't work, I'm screwed, I got to go back to working horrible jobs until I can afford college and even then I'd probably go into business management, but trading is something I just have a newly found passion for and this whole summer, while others at my school were out vacationing and such, I gave the whole summer committed to studying the stock markets, it's almost insane how I have tried so many things with trading, and just as the summer ends, i'm finding things have clicked in my mind and I understand a lot more, but it just figure school is coming along next week, so that'll really limit me.
I'll just have to wait and find out. I really enjoy reading the threads about futures trading.
EDIT:
Yeah, but I don't want to turn this into one of those dramatic stories that sound like belong into a movie theater, so I'll just end it right here and wish everyone the best of luck on trading YM and I hope to post results as well within the next to 3 weeks.