Religion for Atheists: A Non-believer's Guide to the Uses of Religion (Vintage) [Paperback]
Alain De Botton (Author)
http://www.amazon.com/Religion-Athe...5350701&sr=8-1&keywords=religion+for+atheists
The best book I have ever seen on the subject, and imo a must read.
As I have posted on ET on numerous occassions, I do not believe in God, but I do believe in GOD. The former is the biblical God, the latter a sort of designer or guiding "hand" in the physical universe. I have no idea what GOD is, only that random physical law makes no sense to me [although in a multiverse it does but that is so far out to me.]
However, I find I am moved tremedously by traditional religion. For example, very little in this world has the power over me that a Gregorian Chant does, or traditional religous music in general. I am moved by the gentleness and tolerance of many religious people. I am moved by their selflessness. I understand a buddhist monk living on a mountain away from daily distractions, the total absence of anxiety. I have an kinship with Zen and other eastern art forms.
I had always though that Philosophy and Psychology could be a replacement for spirituality and religion, but it never strikes me in the same way and I realized not too late that they are complementary, not either/or.
Anyway, read the book, it may allow a psychological path to fulfill in you a genuine desire in completely non-contradictory way. It may seem hypochritical, but imo it is more of an admittance that man is what corrupts religion, not the other way around.