Quote from nitro:
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I want the truth
" - nitro
The first lesson that truth would teach is:
"The truth is true. Nothing else matters, nothing else is real, and everything beside it is not there. Your faith in nothing deceives you. You will love the truth because you can understand it."
This is the hardest lesson you will ever learn, and in the end, the only one. Simplicity is very difficult for twisted minds. Nothing is so alien to such minds as the simple truth, and nothing are they less inclined to listen to.
There is no substitute for truth. The world you have faith in is an attempt to substitute...to make real what is not true. It deceives you because that is what you made it for.
To be a happy learner, you must be happy to unlearn what you have taught yourself about the world. Accepting truth as true, the lessons will come quickly and gladly. The universe of learning will open up to you in all its gracious simplicity. With truth before you, you will not look back.
You learned to make the world. How else could something so unlike yourself be made? Having made it to deceive yourself, you have succeeded to the extent that you are now unable to see through the deception without a Teacher. That Teacher has always been available, even as you have steadfastly learned to suffer.
There is no need to learn through pain. Gentle lessons are acquired joyously, and are remembered gladly. What gives you happiness you want to learn, and not forget. Your question is whether the means by which the truth is learned will give you joy. If you believed it would, the learning of it would be no problem.
The world you see is the result of a selection process. This is what perception is for. It literally picks out as the mind directs. It is your shopping basket full of things you want to taste. These selections are made as you listen to the voice of the ego.
Perception is a choice and not a fact. But on this choice depends far more than you may realize as yet. For on the voice you choose to hear, and on the sights you choose to see, depends entirely your whole belief in what you are. Perception witnesses to this belief, and never to reality.
Reality need no cooperation from you to be itself. But your awareness of it needs you help, because it is your choice. Listen to what the ego says, and see what it directs you to see, and it is sure that you will see yourself as tiny, vulnerable and afraid. You will believe you are helpless prey to forces beyond your control, and far more powerful than you are. And you will think the world you made directs your destiny. This will be your
faith. But never believe because it is your faith it makes reality.
Faith and perception and belief can be misplaced, and serve the great deciever's needs as well as truth. But reason has no place at all in madness. Faith and belief are strong in madness, guiding perception toward what the mind has valued. But reason enters not at all in this. For perception would fall away at once if reason were applied.
There is no reason in insanity, for it depends entirely on reason's absence. The ego never uses it, because it does not realize it exists. The partially insane have access to it, and only they have need of it. Knowledge does not depend on it, and madness keeps it out. Reason is beyond the ego's range of means. It serves instead to open up the doors to knowledge that you closed in order to make this insane world.
The part of the mind where reason lies was dedicated, by your will in union with your Father's, to the undoing of insanity. Faith and belief, upheld by reason, cannot fail to lead to changed perception. And in this change is room made way for vision.
Madness and reason see the same things, but it is certain that they look upon them differently. Madness is an attack upon reason that drives it out of the mind, and takes its place. Reason does not attack, but takes the place of madness quietly, replacing madness if it be the choice of the insane to listen to it.
But the insane do not know their own will, for they believe they see the body, and let their madness tell them it is real. Reason would be incapable of this. And if you would defend the body against your reason, you will not understand the body or yourself.
Truth has rushed to meet you since you called on it. If you knew Who walks beside you on the way you have chosen, fear would be impossible. You do not know because the journey into darkness has been long and cruel, and you have gone deep into it.
You see the flesh or recognize the spirit. There is no compromise between the two. If one is real, the other must be false, for what is real denies its opposite. There is no choice in vision but this one. What you decide in this determines all you see and think is real and hold as true.
On this one choice does all your world depend, for here you have established what you are, as flesh or spirit, in your own belief. If you choose flesh, you never will escape the body as your own reality, for you have chosen that you want it so. Choose spirit and all Heaven bends to touch your eyes and bless your sight, that you may see the world of flesh no more except to heal and comfort and to bless.
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