I want you to understand that what follows is not meant to mock or denigrate.Quote from Wallet:
My faith is made a reality by the evidence of God's presence in my life. ....it's not just a head knowledge but a heart transformation ....That gift is peace and a true sense of happiness and contentment and so much more.
So, I don't really ask why, because I know God is real, and can see the evidence in my life, those why factors are very elementary in my faith.
Just know it's real and available to everyone.
I have had the same experience on mushrooms.
On mushrooms, I saw the world in an interconnected way that I had never experienced before. I saw that there was a connection between what I normally perceived to be 'inanimate' objects and sentient creatures like myself. This feelings was completely pre-intellectual. I 'felt' these things more than knew them. I felt an inner peace and happiness that I had never even come close to feeling before or since.
Mushrooms altered my brain chemistry and changed my way of perceiving the world. Before you dismiss this as a facetious jab, I truly believe that your brain chemistry is different than mine and that all believers share a type of brain chemistry. I have no doubt that you live in a world where this kind of connectedness and the understanding you claim is as real as it can be.
This does not mean it's actually real; it means it's real for you.
At any rate, none of this changes the unalterable fact that more butchery, heartache, murder, mutilation, and tragedy can be attributed to the religious than any other polity in the history of human civilization.