If you are paying taxes, that means you made money. Here's hoping I will be paying huge amounts of taxes this year!!!!!
Actually, I look forward to paying my estimated taxes on my trading earnings.....I always like to see that the check I am writing to the IRS is bigger than the check I wrote the previous quarter. I have all sorts of measures for performance, but the one that never lies is the amount on that check I am cutting to Uncle Sam. If that amount is not bigger than last quarter, and preferably in proportion to the amount I've added to the account that quarter, then I'm not doing so hot.
As far as why I trade -- I have had lots of jobs. Private sector, public sector, academic, freelance....I've been paid at the minimum wage and in the high six figures, and a whole range of numbers in between. But you know, answering to bosses...clients...coworkers...and dealing with the institutional constraints of any workplace....it all s%cks. Right now, I make about $400-$800 per week trading. It's nothing extraordinary, but I am extremely proud of it because these are the only dollars in my life that I earned without having to answer to a boss, a client or coworkers. To know that I can at least pay the rent by generating income in this way is incredibly liberating. And in this economy, that is a comfort that not too many people have.