Truly sorry to hear of a medical plight in your world. Chin up, chest out, positive deep-down attitude, and fight!!
However, the victim mentality doesn't fly.
Clearly, you are not as good a trader as you think. One "investment" is not going to blow out a properly (risk) managed and monitored account. The last 4 years (and more) have been a bull market. Losing 20% PER DAY, it would take 43 (trading) days to take the "investment" to below 1 penny. That means about 5 opportunities to get on the correct side, and about 10 opportunities to at least stop the bleeding and salvage something. You did what??
Peblo, you have a life ahead of you. Trading is not your thing, but something is!
However, the victim mentality doesn't fly.
It was 4 years ago (oh, I forgot to mention life-threatening illness which started right at the same time as my stocks were losing 20% a day.
I am good at trading but lost my money in stupid stock "value investment" because blah blah blah
Clearly, you are not as good a trader as you think. One "investment" is not going to blow out a properly (risk) managed and monitored account. The last 4 years (and more) have been a bull market. Losing 20% PER DAY, it would take 43 (trading) days to take the "investment" to below 1 penny. That means about 5 opportunities to get on the correct side, and about 10 opportunities to at least stop the bleeding and salvage something. You did what??
Peblo, you have a life ahead of you. Trading is not your thing, but something is!

Just need to smile and laugh more.