In my opinion you are not risk averse rather you do not trust that people are honest enough not to steal your ideas. And for pro traders, to say trading is gambling is like saying a guy playing blackjack with a computer counting cards is a gambler.yes it is hard,but like in everything there is a flip side to it.Trader can be a gambler,risk averse person has problem with gambling.

You know the problem: The winning methodologies are fragile meaning they only work if few people uses them. This is especially true if your method only works for thinly traded instruments. As soon as they become popular, they lose their effectiveness: Basic law of economics.
This is what I would do: I save up some money, or seek help from friends and family, then trade alone live to check out my method. If it is any good, I will do well in a short time. After I established a reputation, it becomes much easier to get funding or negotiate a deal with any prop firm.
Merry Christmas.
even if he did spend all he has earned from boxing.