If I remember correctly, you're now on a drug that really helps you out, and you 'found' it for your physican ?
----Yes, that's what happened.
But in all honesty, were your problems getting treated a result of prohibition, or poor/faulty medical knowledge ?
-------It'll be hard to answer this without giving away too much personal info. The part I have to leave out is the extreme severity of the clinical depression, so you'll have to use your imagination.
The situation was as follows:
Oxy was the one and only medication I knew to be capable of relieving my condition. I had obtained and used a very small amount of oxy a couple years back, so I was familiar with it. Hydrocodone (vicodin) and opium were NOT good enough, and I <b>wasn't</b> willing to try smack. (Requiem for a Dream)
My doctor <b>knew</b> that many depression patients respond ONLY to opiates/opioids, nothing else helps them, and I was one of these patients.
The doctor told me straight out that he'd seen this identical condition before, and he would be happy to prescribe me all the oxy I needed,
<b>If not for the prohibition laws.</b>
He had to choose between saving my life and saving his own ass from license revocation /asset forfeiture /felony conviction /prison time. He chose the latter, as any rational non-saintly person would do.
<b>After</b> this whole situation played out and almost killed me, I:
A) <b>Finally</b> obtained sufficient quantities of oxy from a black market, prohibition defying hero. (You know, the sort of people your favored politicians label 'drug dealers', divert billions of dollars in resources to catch, and then oppress with multi-decade prison sentences. All this for the heinous 'crime' of providing a desired service to consenting adults.)
B) It was only months after I had stabilized on this illegally and very expensively ($1.55/mg, which is about 85 times the price of gold bullion, by weight. When legally prescribed, oxy costs only $0.075/mg.) obtained oxy, that I
figured it all out, and taught the M.D. about the legal loophole under which he could prescribe buprenorphine to patients in my condition.
Needless to say, for every patient able to overcome all these obstacles, there are plenty of corpses who weren't quite as resourceful as I was.