I had 2 cousins who lived "at home" until they died in their 60s. One an intolerable fat slob who chain-smoked... the other an alcoholic murder victim by a burglar... (Neither shining examples of our family. Come to think of it comparatively not all that "tarnished", either. Most of my family, sadly, are ne'er-do-well Odumbo supporters.)
Ok, this has gone far enough. It is blatantly obvious that you are 'ol' yellow' as well. There is plenty of proof. Nothing worse than you continually going around calling people out for being deceptive in one way or another when you have (at least) two alias. One could argue you haven't figured out a way to quit lying to yourself which is why this game is such a mystery to you. I may not be anything special, but never pretended to be either.
tho i do agree with him about self delusion and mythology running rampant on internet forums and chats...
instead of calling him out, why not call out the "helpers" you have had over the years? how many of them have shown you any proof of their trading prowess instead of feeding vague tidbits here and there?
well Surf, I'd rather blow out an account than be an eternal lost soul such as yourself. I let it all out and havent looked back. You should try it.
edit: actually the funny thing is I was doing my taxes and had actually made a couple k just not enough to live on. Obviously I was running my 'business' like a two bit whore!