I am planning to leave my job to focus on trading full time but I won't do that until I have proven that I can make money each and every day, week, month, year.
Can I do that? not yet, though at least I know I cannot lose any significant amount of money anymore. I make 30-50 points most days (when I can trade) but now and then I still revert to old habits and some days I do not make money or lose a bit (10-30points) so I'll keep up and take the time to further improve until I will be ready for full time trading.
this is such a classic post. it includes all the standard ET, uh, tropes.
a) making money every day. This is a perennial. This satisfies a psychological need for constant reinforcement, but it is not the best way to maximize returns, which is the ultimate goal.
b) utterly unrealistic goals. 10% per month is 214% gain per year! That's unrealistic. Not the 214% gain, which happens sometimes, but the consistency. If you can do 10%/per month, you can do 20% per month. Just lever up. You're making money every day, right? So no problem then.
c) the losers lament: if only I had no losers, I would have all winners. It doesn't matter what you call this - bad discipline, reverting to old habits, whatever. Losses are a part of trading. Don't define them away as poor discipline.
d) black and white thinking: "I know I cannot lose money" Trading is probabilistic. Losing a large amount of money is always a possibility, even if very remote.