I killed myself too. I got re-incarnated as a specialist, gave a trader an even break, and was lynched right on the floor. Came back as a manager for a prop firm, made a decision, got fired. Killed myself again...waiting in purgatory...hoping to come back as Treykool and get 125% payout and never have a losing day. WAIT...if that happened, what excuse would I have for killing myself again? Would I be stuck as him?