So you are a "trader" since 2005 and still make no money? That's logical if you think it is a coin toss. Because after so many years you still found no other answer.
If people don't understand what is happening, it means they don't get the logic of these events. In other words they don't have the knowledge to understand what happens. There are patterns that repeat all the time. It took me more than 10 years to see that, but I saw it finally. You are still "blind".
A lot of people confuse a coin toss with their own lack of knowledge. And these people have problems with their ego. Not the real trader, as he doesn't care about his ego anymore.