You're mixing truth and lies which is what you are prone to do RCG.
I was going to move to Thailand. I ran into an old girlfriend before I left and changed course. Only a complete loser like you would find something sinister about that. I don't need to fool anyone because I'm not in here telling bullshit stories about phony military service, non-existent flight training or aborted medical careers like you are.
You've always obsessed over the personal details of my life. I've come to regard that obsession as the weird fixation that a failed person has for those who have accomplished something. I've been pretty open about my life so it figures that some creep in Peoria would obsess about it and then flip out when he was rejected for exhibiting instability.
Take a look at yourself RCG. Every thread you post to degrades into racial hatred with you mentioning Appalachia almost without exception. You work graveyard shift at some backwater "hospital" as a male-nurse. You live in a little apartment with no women around in a city that whose very name represents the idea of boredom and uniformity. Its really no wonder that you've become such a hater. Your only escape seems to be self-delusion about your past and some feeble attempts to denigrate others.
I know what I am and don't need to wrap my life in a bullshit story to make it palatable like you do.
If I every find myself without a reason to stay in North America I may still find my way to Thailand or maybe Singapore. I had a pretty good plan but something came up. It happens. Its called "having a life" RCG. I would urge you to try it but I know you are already too far gone and will never escape Peoria and the prison you've built for yourself. We all get what we deserve.
