Quote from DontMissTheBus:
This is very reasonable.... especially the second part.
To the OP - I hate to say this because you seem well intentioned - but I can't see it happening base on what you are draw as your background:
There are usually two routes to the trader (I'll use the term to mean execution traders, sale side traders, proprietary (as in Apollo type, not where you put down a deposit) account traders/portfolio managers):
(1) You join through a training program/analyst program; You won't get into those unless you are a newly minted bachelor or MS with solid schooling and internship experiences. It's extremely competitive.
(2) You work your way up from the backoffice into an execution trader role; This is the traditional route in, but dying because execution traders have less and less to do every day. There are TONs of people grinding it through vast backoffices hoping for a shot.
Finally, there are always the lateral moves (ie: strategies moves to trading; etc) - but you have to be in the business already.
In all cases, your background of pushing a few lots of contracts in your personal account for a few years will do little.
Sorry to be blunt.