So the whole weed/alcohol thing is part of your identify. Do you see yourself as a drinker / pot smoker? If you can flip the switch so it's not a matter of stopping -- it's just not who you are anymore, that changes everything.
weight: 178
fitness: B
weed/alcohol: Stopped yesterday - hope it'll last for a while
Daily P&L -1739 - Pairs trades made 4957 today, all losses came from option trades (not a surprise since direction and volatility went the wrong way)